Sunday, March 31, 2013

Rewind

All I ever seem to do is look behind me.
Always wishing wanting praying for a change.
Still nothing ever changes as I stare at this blank page.
One more step I cross that same old line.
I'm tired of living my life in rewind

Rewind. Should have never told her story
Rewind. Should have said no from the start.
Rewind. wish I had Hugged him one more time before his life here was gone...instead of looking back and whispering this song. Rewind.

The only thing that I change is right now.
Looking back just steals away today.
Why does it seem so righteous to keep punishing mistakes
 as if the shame will somehow take me back in time. Oh I'm so tired of living in rewind.

Rewind. Should have never told her story.
Rewind. Should have said no from the start.
Rewind. I wish I had hugged him one more time before his life here was gone...instead of looking back and whispering this song. Rewind.

Don't hold onto your hatred let forgiveness fall like rain
May tear drops be your healing, it will somehow ease that pain
Find a way to love yourself when mistakes make you feel small
Remember there is hope and there is healing for it all

Rewind. Time to write a brand new story.
Rewind. My voice will now be heard.
Rewind. I will live my life  each day knowing I'm right where I belong,
instead of looking back and whispering this song. Rewind.

1 comment:

marshylnerd.blogspot.com said...

from time to time I too am stuck on rewind and the past life of mine. I too have sought a closer walk with the lord. I am praying for u. God bless